The apartment's really quiet. I like it this way. Gives me time to concentrate on my homework. Marco's been by a few times, just doing his good friend business. Keeping me from turning into a complete hermit. I've taken on a few extra hours at work. I'm trying to get into the university newspaper. Everything's fine.
I guess the news about Jay and me is out, and whatever. Last time I checked, I wasn't required to explain myself to anyone.
Most awkward night of my life. As if it weren't bad enough walking in on the aftermath of Alex and Sean's rendezvous. Jay seemed as angry as I was.. which was confusing. I mean, he and Alex have been over for months. It's hard, I guess, seeing Sean and Alex in a relationship, an actual relationship. Saying that they love each other. That was quick. I don't even know if Jay and I stand in terms of a relationship. It's not like we've actually gone out or anything. Maybe that's for the best? I don't know.Curiously enough, Sean and I are okay. We ran into each other and figured it was best to just talk it out and get it over with. So that's that. We might even be less dysfunctional than we were before the entire incident.
Alex Nunez, however, better stay the hell away from me.
Speaking of people I no longer associate with, Spin and I had a nice drinking-Ashley-away evening back last week. Cupcakes and everything.
I.. don't remember what happened. All I know is that when I went to sleep he was still there, and when I woke up he was gone. Not that anything could have actually happened. We're just friends. Best of. Besides, he would have told me if something was off. Haven't seen him since. We should fix that.
Sully and I hung out for awhile last night. It was nice seeing him again.
He's driving me crazy. Telling me how much he loves me, then telling me he's going to get back together with Jess. And that if they get together again, it's going to be for good. I will never be able to stand the thought of the two of them together, whether she's having his kid or not. I don't care what he says, if it weren't for her we'd still be together. Right now though, I really just want to be happy with what I have. And I am. Who would have thought that Jay Hogart would make me happy?
My parents didn't call with any plans for Thanksgiving, so it ended up just being me and a supersized meal from McDonalds. Not a bad deal, saves me from awkward dinner conversation and having to tell them the same things about school over and over again.